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hostie (ix)
And I saw a Radiant Figure...
going ahead of me. Suddenly, I stood before a high mountain. The Radiant Figure pointed at it, and said: “You must climb this mountain, until you reach the top. First choose your path.”
Now I saw on the left and on the right of the mountain a winding path. I chose the right-hand one. It was a sandy path. After making a few steps, I sank deeper and deeper into the sand, so that I could not proceed any further. I called: “Dear Lord, I cannot walk along.”
The “Radiant Figure” ordered: “Return!”
-
And all of a sudden, I stood again at the foot of the mountain.
Now I took the path on the left. It was rough and rocky, but winding so much that it looked like a labyrinth, from which I could not find the way out. On the left side of that path, I saw a mass of ruins. I tried to go on, but I got more and more entangled in that maze, and I called: “Dear Lord, I am getting lost, please save me, I am exhausted.”
The “Radiant Figure” spoke: “Come, I shall help you.”
And, suddenly, I stood again at the foot of the mountain.
Now I saw that a very long ladder was being placed mid-way against the mountain. I heard the Voice say: “And now go up.” I mounted the ladder and in no time arrived at the top. Then I heard the Voice calling from the clouds: “This period has come to an end. The tide will turn. Watch well! The face of the sun-dial has changed.”
And I saw a big sun-dial...
standing on the top of the mountain.
The hand pointed to a letter “W,” but went slowly in the opposite direction, and stopped at the letter “E.” Thus it turned several times to and fro, between the letter “W” and “E.”
Next to the sun-dial, I saw clergymen of various oriental churches standing near the letter “E.” One of them had an icon in his hand, another was wearing a pointed brocaded cap, and others had different attributes. Moreover, I saw several crosses beside the sun-dial. Near the letter “W” stood an ordinary Cross, which was very tall, and radiated on all sides.
A large, scintillating star surmounted the whole image, and over it appeared the sign. I was allowed to look at all of this for a long time, until everything faded away. I thanked the Lord and heard the Voice say: Amen.
And the Light disappeared slowly out of the Chapel.
~22/10/1978~
going ahead of me. Suddenly, I stood before a high mountain. The Radiant Figure pointed at it, and said: “You must climb this mountain, until you reach the top. First choose your path.”
Now I saw on the left and on the right of the mountain a winding path. I chose the right-hand one. It was a sandy path. After making a few steps, I sank deeper and deeper into the sand, so that I could not proceed any further. I called: “Dear Lord, I cannot walk along.”
The “Radiant Figure” ordered: “Return!”
-
And all of a sudden, I stood again at the foot of the mountain.
Now I took the path on the left. It was rough and rocky, but winding so much that it looked like a labyrinth, from which I could not find the way out. On the left side of that path, I saw a mass of ruins. I tried to go on, but I got more and more entangled in that maze, and I called: “Dear Lord, I am getting lost, please save me, I am exhausted.”
The “Radiant Figure” spoke: “Come, I shall help you.”
And, suddenly, I stood again at the foot of the mountain.
Now I saw that a very long ladder was being placed mid-way against the mountain. I heard the Voice say: “And now go up.” I mounted the ladder and in no time arrived at the top. Then I heard the Voice calling from the clouds: “This period has come to an end. The tide will turn. Watch well! The face of the sun-dial has changed.”
And I saw a big sun-dial...
standing on the top of the mountain.
The hand pointed to a letter “W,” but went slowly in the opposite direction, and stopped at the letter “E.” Thus it turned several times to and fro, between the letter “W” and “E.”
Next to the sun-dial, I saw clergymen of various oriental churches standing near the letter “E.” One of them had an icon in his hand, another was wearing a pointed brocaded cap, and others had different attributes. Moreover, I saw several crosses beside the sun-dial. Near the letter “W” stood an ordinary Cross, which was very tall, and radiated on all sides.
A large, scintillating star surmounted the whole image, and over it appeared the sign. I was allowed to look at all of this for a long time, until everything faded away. I thanked the Lord and heard the Voice say: Amen.
And the Light disappeared slowly out of the Chapel.
~22/10/1978~
hostie (viii)
There was a pause.
And after that I heard...
"Go to Pope Paul and tell him in the name of the Lady of All Nations: 'This is the last warning before the end of the Council. The Church of Rome is in danger of a schism. Warn your priests. Let them put a stop to those false theories about the Eucharist, sacraments, doctrine, priesthood, marriage and family-planning...
"They are being led astray by the spirit of untruth - by Satan - and confused by the ideas of modernism. Divine teaching and laws are valid for all time, and newly applicable to every period. Keep the primacy in your own hands. Grasp the meaning of these my words: the Church of Rome must remain the Church of Rome...
"Do what the Lord has demanded of you in sending Me, the Lady or Mother of All Nations. You are the Pope who was selected for this work. Let the nations say the prayer before My picture, and the Holy Spirit will come! A Church or a people without a Mother is like a body without a soul. This period is now coming at an end."
There followed a pause.
After which I heard: “Go and take the following message to your Bishop in person: give back to the faithful their devotion to the Lady of All Nations, and grant permission for the building of the church I have shown.”
Then the finger was withdrawn from the lips and the whole vision vanished from my eyes.
Then again I heard...
“Listen well and hand this on to your Bishop: the time is now at hand. Tell your pastors to remain united in doctrine. This is the last warning from the Lord.”
There was a pause.
And then the voice said very slowly and softly:
“The time is now at hand.”
During the entire communication, the Sacred Host remained active on my tongue. A feeling of great sadness came over me, and I also noticed that all this was said with emphasis, and that the voice sounded very sad.
~31/5/1965~
And after that I heard...
"Go to Pope Paul and tell him in the name of the Lady of All Nations: 'This is the last warning before the end of the Council. The Church of Rome is in danger of a schism. Warn your priests. Let them put a stop to those false theories about the Eucharist, sacraments, doctrine, priesthood, marriage and family-planning...
"They are being led astray by the spirit of untruth - by Satan - and confused by the ideas of modernism. Divine teaching and laws are valid for all time, and newly applicable to every period. Keep the primacy in your own hands. Grasp the meaning of these my words: the Church of Rome must remain the Church of Rome...
"Do what the Lord has demanded of you in sending Me, the Lady or Mother of All Nations. You are the Pope who was selected for this work. Let the nations say the prayer before My picture, and the Holy Spirit will come! A Church or a people without a Mother is like a body without a soul. This period is now coming at an end."
There followed a pause.
After which I heard: “Go and take the following message to your Bishop in person: give back to the faithful their devotion to the Lady of All Nations, and grant permission for the building of the church I have shown.”
Then the finger was withdrawn from the lips and the whole vision vanished from my eyes.
Then again I heard...
“Listen well and hand this on to your Bishop: the time is now at hand. Tell your pastors to remain united in doctrine. This is the last warning from the Lord.”
There was a pause.
And then the voice said very slowly and softly:
“The time is now at hand.”
During the entire communication, the Sacred Host remained active on my tongue. A feeling of great sadness came over me, and I also noticed that all this was said with emphasis, and that the voice sounded very sad.
~31/5/1965~
hostie (vii)
After Holy Communion, when I had gone back to my place...
the Sacred Host all at once began to move again...
and I also heard a word, not with my ears. The word was "transubstantiation..." and upon this, the Sacred Host began to be active again on my tongue to a greater extent that ever before.
Suddenly I heard, “I wanted to give them another chance.”
After this, I saw (not with my eyes) lips with a finger across and I heard: “Do not tell anybody before it has happened…” Here the voice ceased for a moment, after which I heard, “Montini.”
Then I tasted flows of water, and the Sacred Host had gone.
~31/5/1963~
the Sacred Host all at once began to move again...
and I also heard a word, not with my ears. The word was "transubstantiation..." and upon this, the Sacred Host began to be active again on my tongue to a greater extent that ever before.
Suddenly I heard, “I wanted to give them another chance.”
After this, I saw (not with my eyes) lips with a finger across and I heard: “Do not tell anybody before it has happened…” Here the voice ceased for a moment, after which I heard, “Montini.”
Then I tasted flows of water, and the Sacred Host had gone.
~31/5/1963~
hostie (vi)
Then the Sacred Host decreased in size.
I felt it dissolve on my tongue, becoming smaller and smaller, until nothing solid was left to consume. Only a liquid remained, which had a wonderful kind of taste, not to be compared with anything else.
11/10/1959
-
As I walked back from the Communion rails, it seemed as though the Sacred Host was no longer on my tongue. Instead, I felt as if flows of water were entering my mouth. They kept streaming, I cannot express it otherwise.
It had a very wonderful taste, wholly unknown to us. An exceptional state came over me, and I heard: “I am the living Water. Warn My apostles, so that errors in obviated.“ All the while, fresh water seemed to be flowing through my mouth.
This lasted for a considerable time.
18/10/1959
-
During Holy Communion, the Sacred Host suddenly broke into very small crumbs upon my tongue. All at once I heard: “I am the Seed, which was plunged into Her womb.” Upon this, the crumbs assumed a delicious taste and became fluid.
Then I heard, “I am the living Water.”
Then I was startled [verbaasd] by a violent burning sensation on my tongue.
And I heard: “Fear not, I am the eternal Fire, that was kindled in Her womb for all nations.”
Then the Sacred Host dissolved on my tongue.
25/3/1960
I felt it dissolve on my tongue, becoming smaller and smaller, until nothing solid was left to consume. Only a liquid remained, which had a wonderful kind of taste, not to be compared with anything else.
11/10/1959
-
As I walked back from the Communion rails, it seemed as though the Sacred Host was no longer on my tongue. Instead, I felt as if flows of water were entering my mouth. They kept streaming, I cannot express it otherwise.
It had a very wonderful taste, wholly unknown to us. An exceptional state came over me, and I heard: “I am the living Water. Warn My apostles, so that errors in obviated.“ All the while, fresh water seemed to be flowing through my mouth.
This lasted for a considerable time.
18/10/1959
-
During Holy Communion, the Sacred Host suddenly broke into very small crumbs upon my tongue. All at once I heard: “I am the Seed, which was plunged into Her womb.” Upon this, the crumbs assumed a delicious taste and became fluid.
Then I heard, “I am the living Water.”
Then I was startled [verbaasd] by a violent burning sensation on my tongue.
And I heard: “Fear not, I am the eternal Fire, that was kindled in Her womb for all nations.”
Then the Sacred Host dissolved on my tongue.
25/3/1960
hostie (v)
I received Holy Communion and returned to my place.
All of a sudden, the Sacred Host began to grow on my tongue, becoming larger and thicker. It seemed to expand and then suddenly, it came alive. Truly! Strange though it must sound, I felt it as a living object. It must seem irreverently expressed, yet it may help people to form some idea of it, when I say: “It resembled a living fish in its movements.”
I wanted to take it out of my mouth in order to see what it was, but of course, reverence prevented me from doing so. As may be imagined, I got a terrible shock - it was awful! Never having experienced anything alike, I could not make out what was happening to me.
-
But at the same time...
a completely different perception arose in me.
Something so delightful. I may well say, something heavenly.
It was a state such as I had never know.
Then suddenly I heard: “Be not afraid... I am the Lord, your Creator... the Lord Jesus Christ...the Giver of Life.” The dots indicating a silence. “Just as I live in you now, I want to and shall live among all nations.”
-
After this, the Sacred Host began to grow smaller and thinner.
It resumed its usual form and I was able to consume it.
~30/8/1959~
All of a sudden, the Sacred Host began to grow on my tongue, becoming larger and thicker. It seemed to expand and then suddenly, it came alive. Truly! Strange though it must sound, I felt it as a living object. It must seem irreverently expressed, yet it may help people to form some idea of it, when I say: “It resembled a living fish in its movements.”
I wanted to take it out of my mouth in order to see what it was, but of course, reverence prevented me from doing so. As may be imagined, I got a terrible shock - it was awful! Never having experienced anything alike, I could not make out what was happening to me.
-
But at the same time...
a completely different perception arose in me.
Something so delightful. I may well say, something heavenly.
It was a state such as I had never know.
Then suddenly I heard: “Be not afraid... I am the Lord, your Creator... the Lord Jesus Christ...the Giver of Life.” The dots indicating a silence. “Just as I live in you now, I want to and shall live among all nations.”
-
After this, the Sacred Host began to grow smaller and thinner.
It resumed its usual form and I was able to consume it.
~30/8/1959~
hostie (iv)
As I was in church this morning...
and followed the preparations for Holy Mass...
something very strange happened to my eyes. I naturally had them open, as I was watching the altar. And yet it was as though my eyes suddenly jumped open. I cannot express myself better. I also felt it physically. Then I saw the priest and the altar disappear as in a mist in the background.
A very bright light now appeared before my eyes. In that light I saw three figures, linked with each other in a semicircle. These were of extreme whiteness - white fire, I would almost call it. It startled me [deed me schrikken], for I could not look at it. I placed my hands before my eyes and really thought: “I am going blind.” Yet interiorly, I was impelled to keep on looking, and so I did.
-
Then something very peculiar took place.
The three figures expanded slowly, becoming larger and larger, until they formed in a semi-circle. After this they joined together to form a circle. The centre still appeared as a dark patch. Subsequently, the figures spread out towards the center. Now, only a tiny spot remained dark. Suddenly that spot too was filled, so that all at once a very great sphere of white fire stood before my eyes.
I cannot express it otherwise... I looked at it. All of a sudden I recognized the Sacred Host, such as I had seen it on May 31, 1958 - but without shafts of rays. I could scarcely look at it, and a most peculiar state carne over me. Thus it stayed before my eyes and I kept gazing.
It was white fire - magnificent!
Then it seemed as if the Sacred Host slowly faded away, and the High Altar as well as the Lady-Altar were bathed in a beautiful light. That lasted for a moment. Suddenly, everything appeared again as usual, as it had been when I entered the church.
The priest meanwhile had arrived at the Epistle.
~17/7/1958~
and followed the preparations for Holy Mass...
something very strange happened to my eyes. I naturally had them open, as I was watching the altar. And yet it was as though my eyes suddenly jumped open. I cannot express myself better. I also felt it physically. Then I saw the priest and the altar disappear as in a mist in the background.
A very bright light now appeared before my eyes. In that light I saw three figures, linked with each other in a semicircle. These were of extreme whiteness - white fire, I would almost call it. It startled me [deed me schrikken], for I could not look at it. I placed my hands before my eyes and really thought: “I am going blind.” Yet interiorly, I was impelled to keep on looking, and so I did.
-
Then something very peculiar took place.
The three figures expanded slowly, becoming larger and larger, until they formed in a semi-circle. After this they joined together to form a circle. The centre still appeared as a dark patch. Subsequently, the figures spread out towards the center. Now, only a tiny spot remained dark. Suddenly that spot too was filled, so that all at once a very great sphere of white fire stood before my eyes.
I cannot express it otherwise... I looked at it. All of a sudden I recognized the Sacred Host, such as I had seen it on May 31, 1958 - but without shafts of rays. I could scarcely look at it, and a most peculiar state carne over me. Thus it stayed before my eyes and I kept gazing.
It was white fire - magnificent!
Then it seemed as if the Sacred Host slowly faded away, and the High Altar as well as the Lady-Altar were bathed in a beautiful light. That lasted for a moment. Suddenly, everything appeared again as usual, as it had been when I entered the church.
The priest meanwhile had arrived at the Epistle.
~17/7/1958~
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